That...freakin kills!

You know what sucks? Liking someone that doesn't like you back. Maybe this sounds far fetched but I have never had feelings for someone that didn't feel the same way about me. I had no idea what that was like until now. This...is not cool. I thought I was immune to this kind of thing. Boy was I wrong. I have to formulate a plan to shake this off. I'm strong, I'm independent...Who am I kidding? I'm a loser. The mere sound of his voice makes my heart skip a beat and want to puke all at the same time. I want to kiss him and then punch him in the face.

Is that normal? Is that healthy to want to punch someone in the face? I mean really punch em in the face. Like a brass knuckle punch. I just want to break like two molars. I think that would make it all better. That takes a lot of force to break molars. I could do it for sure.

I just had an epiphany! (I've always wanted to say that) I have been told what I needed to hear to get over this. Wow! I knew it would hurt but I also feels good. HE DOESN'T LIKE ME! I can't take it personally. We really don't have anything in common. We have a completely different belief system and completely different priority's. We would end up killing each other. I think I fell because he fit into what I thought I wanted which really is not what I want at all. Plus I am noticing that he has a tendency to be attracted to ugly girls and we all know I don't fit into that category. (I'm laughing too)

So in conclusion I will now get over my silly love crush. We are friends and that is good enough for me.

*please not that this blog was purely for my emotional release only. Any redeeming entertainment factors were lost as soon as I started typing. "I apologize to anyone who was offended by my fictional characters...Chrisagon, The Philosopher of Evil, and the Skull Sealer."