Get me off this crazy thing...called...

Love. Seriously, the ride is making me motion sick. I need a relationship Dramamine. Maybe if I just sit still for awhile it will pass. Ok, I think I am alright now. So anyway long story short I need to find a cure for a lovesick heart. I used to have a heart of ice but some fool came along and melted the darn thing. It's not fair. I was completely happy being bitter and miserable. It looked good on me. But, no that is all over now. Now I feel like I'm 14. I feel giddy when I see him. I feel new. I feel happy. I feel like (don't laugh) a woman. I feel...wow...I can actually feel. I have forgotten what that was like. It's scary.

The question that remains now is will I ever tell him? Probably not. I kinda like holding on to this. It's safer that way...for now.